Eh.....

Well, today was....interesting. I am starting to think that I don't really like my personality very much. I feel so pesimistic all the time and I can't seem to shake the feelings here recently. I am growing suspicious of someone and that is what is bugging me the most. I feel that they aren't being completely honest with me and I have done my very best to be completely honest with them. It pisses me off to absolutely no end

Idk why I keep feeling this way but I hope that I get over it soon. I hate the fact that I feel this way, because I am having these feelings toward someone that I care about deeply. It's just....rediculous.

Well other than my annoying bipersonality, I had a realatively good day. I enjoyed track practice, and that comes off as a shock to me. Since when have I ever enjoyed a practice??? Um, idk, lemmie think...um, NEVER!!!! haha wow.

To be honest, I am sooo not ready for this math test tomorrow. I don't think i've been this ill-prepared for a test in a long time.... Kinda depressing to say the least....